i remember high school
and sitting in the auditorium. 9th grade. they say freshman year is the hardest but it wasnt, it was one of the best times of my life. ever. i had friends, i had freedom and crushes and stalkers and chelsea and chelsea market and 31 year old men. but anyhow. the auditorium. do you know how crazy it is? i dont remember why i was there. a talent show maybe? it was on a friday i think. 7pm. but i dont remember anything about the show! just that emo boys face. didnt he realize how obvious it was? he just kept his head totally turned the entire time. staring at me. even when the lights dimmed and turned on brightly on the stage, i could see the stage lights reflecting off his nerdy glasses because he was facing ME. i never understood why. it was a typical forbidden-high school romance. i was a tuff lil colorful punk chick and he was a nerdpussy. emotional looking too. ('she was a punk, he took ballet, what more can i say?-avril lavigne , except i changedit)
never did anything about it. i had enough boys on my mind already. 1 punk, 1 31 year old man and a gaydude who i didnt know was gay but eventually found out.
i had an interesting life at 14.
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