Who do the heroes look up to?

i have a god in my mind and most of those who know me well, know who he is without description. but for those who don't; he's only 48 years old and an alcoholic. he's not related to me or has even met me or even closeee to well-known. he is unattractive and despite the fact i love him dearly without ever have meeting him, i would never date the man. too godly. i would feel out of place and low. but ive always wondered who the legends look up to. sure there are previous legends and heroes but how do the current heroes even become that status? i guess its impossible to say. maybe im my hero's biggest fan. maybe he has no idea that someone thinks so highly of him and has practically dedicated a blog to him and has learned so much and has been so comforted by his songs. its so weird especially when your not that famous. just to think that across the world some little girl is writing an entry about you and how you've changed her life forever and how important you are to her and probably the rest of your fans.

"i hardly ever drink anymore, this is my 5th beer today and i'm not even drunk"- stubbs.

apparently the europeans can even drink better than us.