whenever one of my crushes moves away, to me in my mind,theyve died. becahse in a way, arent they dead?

(the answer is No actually.)

so whenevr someone asks me about _____, i say, "he might as well be dead"  i dont see him or hear him. all i see are posts on instagram and.that shit aint tangible. that shit aint real and neither is he in my lil world