Monday, November 15, 2010

this is happening to me without even trying


they cant see you smiling over the phone, so stop smiling/secrets

they dont see you smiling over the phone. they cant see where your hands are underneathe that desk. they dont know for sure which employees have washed their hands before returning to the kitchen. youre at a diner and you notice fingerprints all over the glass but you havent even taken a sip yet. your doctor just gave you your prescription and now hes going to go have a cigarette. your love brings home a fish but from what river? your pal has a pair of shoes that look an awful lot like the ones you lost3 years ago... and you just cant afford a lie detector test. possible solution? Maury Povich. but wait, now you need to get pregnant (or impregnate someone and then deny it). why is everything so difficult hmm?

i wish it were the 1920s/30. im broke now and id be broke then too




Modern life is war... or somethin ya know


Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

..and with time. someday maybe i'll be like you

im a spring chicken. 22 soon. but not quite yet.

its interesting to watch people age. in some it happens faster than others. but i noticed that age has taken its toll on you in particular. i can see your lines deepening and your fews traces of youth and "cuteness" are almost gone. soon your features will begin to drop and your body just won't work the way it used to.

but it wont matter because you'll behave just as you did 10 years ago when your youth began. nothing really changed. a few experiences learned from. many drinks, many fucks etc. any spiritual enlightenment?no. but you did learn about all those cool underground bands. and underground culture, thats like ya know, important dude. like youve traveled and gotten drunk in other states and countries. im not saying its not important either but... ..... did you become a better person? have you actually grown with age?... or do you just THINK you've grown..

2012 the age of Aquarius begins again for the first time since the 70s. Where will you be when the end (beginning) is at hand?