i have this little wish and this little attraction to this weird thing. it happened so suddenly! when it was first offered (well it wasnt offered, it was more like hanging around shining like a fuckin diamond), i didnt care. it was a diamond and it looked great but i had no interest because i was interested in something else. towards the end i started to find some beauty in it, but it was too late b/c it walked away and i havent seen it again
recently, a few weeks ago, i remmebered the diamond! and suddenly i became partially obessesed!today has been all about partial things i noticed. but anyway, back to the story. the diamond which again, is out of reach, has some how come back and not on its own accord. just in my mind. a stupid fantasy but why? why now? 8 months later after not being interested the first time. wtfff. i dont know. theres a reason for everything. even tarot points to something. lets see where this shifty eyed cracked diamond takes me... oh wait.. did i mention, this diamond has some serious flaws? did i mention that its not a diamond in fact its prob cubic zirconia?
why do i always fall for the broken down car?
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